so harini..rumah first Dania raya at rumah Tok Ti...then rumah mak tok.. then p kubur abah..then p Permatang Pauh..Raya rumah mak teh...then balik kedah..
Assalamualaikum. Buat apa tu? Makan dah? ok..ok.. tengok entri tuh.. New look.. Perasan tak blog ni ada new look? Kalau perasan good! Penat buat tau.. Asal buat laptop hang. Stuck. Sakit hati....Tngok header tu. Buruk kan? dah tak larat nak buat. Esok-esok la buat baru. Dah tiga header Dania buat harini. :
Banyak kan? tapi at last....yg tengah tue jugak Dania guna...Penat menadap laptop..
So harini 28 Mei 2013, tengahari yg panas di kedah, ditemani dengan alunan piano dimain oleh YIRUMA..
Kiss The Rain..
Ok...Straight to the point...
Tengok title entri kali ni...
is about
MY LIFE 2012
tahun lepas lah tu...
now kan dah 2013
So nak la cerita pasal 2012.
Banyak benda jadi dalam 2012.
Bermula dengan KEGEMBIRAAN tapi berakhir dengan KESEDIHAN.
Mungkin kalau korang dah baca entri sebelum ni..mesti
dah tahu apa jadi tahun lepas.
:')
bermula dengan GEMBIRA dahulu.
Dania dapat masuk ST. GEORGE'S GIRLS SCHOOL.
Ibu and abah seronok.
Dania happy tngok depa seronok. :')
Then
Every day, Abah hantar Dania p skolah and amik Dania. Even Dania stayback sampai pukul 5 pon Abah tetap amik Dania. Hari hujan pon dia sanggup redah untuk amik Dania :')
Begitu besar pengorbanan seorang insan bernama
ABAH...
Then..Bila cuti Abah p China and Jakarta dengan ibu n kakak. Beli baju baby untuk kedai :)
KESEDIHAN punya part lak... * sediakan tissue banyak-banyak*
Cuba banyangkan..
Lepas brapa hari abah balik dari jakarta terus masuk hospital
First masuk taktau sebab apa...lepas a bit operation..dapat tau abah sakit
LEUKIMIA type AML-M6... mmg yg jenis sukar nak cure
Actually, Ibu and abah x mau bagitau benda sebenarnya...nak dijadikan cerita.
Dania yg bru balik sekolah ni pon jalan la p hospital St George nan Hosp kan dekat... Time tu doctor pakar tu mai kt wad..and nak bincang... Ibu suruh keluar..but Dania berkeras gak nak stay situ Dengar- dengar doc tu kata " Encik Rosaini, anda disyaki mengidap Leukimia." huu..dengar ja ayat tu....sebak terus...tapi time tu tahan ayaq mata lagi.. pastu doc tu dok cakap pasal peratus yg survive lepas kimoterapi. Dah la yg survive tu sikit ja.. Patah hati terus. Lepas doc tu pergi. Abah bangun p toilet. And Dania terus p nangis kt ibu.
So, kimo pertama abah tu berjaya.
Alhamdullilah..
then kimo ke dua pulak..
Abah berjaya tp makin lemah..
So time tu raya.. Kami raya kt hospital je lah..
Kimo ke tiga x buat..
sebab abah memang dh tak tahan dah..
At last, Abah hembuskan nafas terakhir pada
30 OCTOBER 2012 , 3:30 PM @ rumah maktok Al- Fatihah. Dania harap roh abah dicucuri rahmat dan diletakkan di tempat orang yang berima.. Amiin :')
Assalamualaikum, selamat petang. Hari yang mendung ditemani dengan bunyi piano yang dimain oleh YIRUMA. Angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa..Acececeh dok bermadah bagai. Ok.. straight to the point. Now 26 Mei 2013. Third day of sem break. Semalam kenduri at rumah tok ndak at Perak. Now ada at rumah,barru lepas siap buat blog kelas and laporan geo. Sakit bahu. So..what up?
Ok..Dania bru lepas exam mid year....result? hmmm..hmmm... 5 A 2 B 3 C 2 D.....teruk kan? nak buat macam mana... 85% ke atas baru A...75% ke 84% B..60% sampai 74% C...50% to 59% D and 49% kebawah dah E...Biarlah..bukan kita boleh ubah apa2 dah..benda dah lepas...so just tumpukan apa yg ada depan kita.
Hari sukan 22 June. I have 2 acara. Lompat Kijang dan lompat jauh. actually, Regina suruh Dania masuk acara 4 x 100m... tp tadi ibu bagitau kami ada family gathering 21, 22, 23 June. So acara tu kena cari orang lain ganti.
Ok, ni je la buat masa sekarang. Nothing much to write.
Bye...Assalamualaikum
"I wish I was strong enough to lift not one but both us Someday I will be strong enough to lift not one but both of us"
"Ever thought about losing it? When your money is all gone and you lose your whip You might lose your grip When the landlord tell you that you're due for rent And the grass so green on the other side Make a nigga wanna run straight through the fence Open up the fridge about 20 times But still can't find no food in it That's foolishness And sometimes I wonder Why we care so much about the way we look And the way we talk, and the way we act And the clothes we bought, how much that cost? Does it even really matter? Cuz if life is an uphill battle, We all try to climb on the same old ladder In the same boat with the same old paddle Why so shallow, I'm just asking What's the pattern to the madness? Everybody in a #1 draft pick Most of us aint Hollywood actors But if it's all for one, and one for all Then maybe one day we all can ball Do it one time for the underdogs Sincerely yours, from one of y'all"
"I wish I was strong enough to lift not one but both us Someday I will be strong enough to lift not one but both of us"
"I can feel your pain, I can feel your struggle You just want to live But everything so low, That you can drown in a puddle That's why I gotta hold us up Yeah hold us up For all the times no one ever spoke for us So every single time that they play this song You can say that, "that's what Bobby Ray wrote for us" When his tides get too high And the sea up underneath get so deep And you feel like you're just another person Getting lost in the crowd Way up high in the nosebleeds (Uh) Because we've both been there Yeah both of us But we still stand tall With our shoulders up And even though we always against the odds These are the things that have molded us And if life hadn't chosen us Sometimes I wonder Where I would have wound up Cuz if it was up to me I would make a new blueprint Then build it from the ground up Hey, but if its all for one And one for all Then maybe one day We all could ball Do it one time for the underdogs From Bobby Ray to all of y'all" "I wish I was strong enough to lift not one but both us Someday I will be strong enough to lift not one but both of us"
So long to electric fences Not much left for me to run from now Guess I'll turn myself around I'm putting down my defenses These wings are gonna take me off the ground It's freedom's sweetest sound And I'll admit that I was wrong And it's obvious that I'm Finally taking my fist down Would you stop and take a look at me now? Could you stop and take a look at me now? When you're standing right in front of me You're looking at the positive that was negative Would you stop and take a look at me now?
Don't know what you get tomorrow Not sure where I want to go tonight Isn't that what life's about? So long for the fears and worries Let's go and you won't be sorry I'll be the one to get you out Chase the demons out tonight You can see how fast they run When you turn the light switch on Would you stop and take a look at me now? Could you stop and take a look at me now? When you're standing right in front of me You're looking at the positive that was negative Would you stop and take a look at me now?
And it gets more beautiful, it gets more beautiful As the sun turns into rain And the hurt turns into shame And it gets more wonderful, it gets more wonderful Can you get this through your brain That you cannot lose again? Would you stop and take a look at me now? Could you stop and take a look at me now? When you're standing right in front of me You're looking at the positive that was negative Would you stop and take a look at me now?
Hai...Assalamualaikum and selamat petang..chak! lama kan Dania x update blog? since 7/12/2012 now dah 8/3/2013..Memang lama kan..so dalam entri kali ni Dania nak story banyak-banyak..
2013
Pemulaan baru dalam hidup..Tahun baru..Azam baru..buku baru..semua baru..
Diri yang lama dah cukup dah. :)
2013 Dania ditempatkan di 2 Intan..so just sama klas nan TAN KEI YI, RUBBINI, AISYAH..
So that automaticly Dania terpisah nan Aina, Anis, Aqilah, Soleha, Syafiqah and more..but orang kata "JARAK BUKAN PENGHALANG"
right?
acecece..dok buat ayat apa dah..klas Dania in between kelas Anis, Aqilah, Soleha and Aina, Syafiqah
saja buat teruk nak ber-ayat bagai
Serious Talk!
Dania rindu depa semua even kami punya klas berjiran
Dania rindu kelas 1 INTAN A.K.A 1 DIAMOND
Dania rindu cara kami share makanan...p dekat orang yang ada makanan and kata
"SHARING IS CARING RIGHT?"then tros amik makanan orang tu.
"Even kita selalu gaduh..tapi kita satu otak kan?" ayat Aina
macam nak nangis ja baca..
seriously Dania nak 1 Intan 2012
I want to enjoy my form 1 life
I want to be with my friends..I mean my 1 INTAN'S FRIENDS
*ontheway to cry*
I MISS THEM
SO MUCH!
now dah berbeza..dalam kelas x dak suara Zalora dari Anis..Suara Tikus Syafiqah..tak dak Aina Ketod...tak dak Mariah the chocolate maker..x dak Sharron the shappon..and more..
but sedih terubat sikit bila Dania still sama kelas dengan
TAN KEI YI *BFFFF*
RUBBINI *terubat rindu 1 intan*
AISHAH *selalu pasal bieber dia*
"Yes we are different people..but we are actually the same..we have the same mind..same personality..we love each other"
I love them..teringat presentation yg Dania buat last year..Dania buat khas untuk depa...Dania sayang depa sangat-sangat..
Now dah 2013...no more 2012..oh goshh...i don't want 2013
2012
banyak benda berlaku kat Dania..orang yang Dania sayang pergi satu per satu..
but...
walau apa terjadi
Dania x keseorangan
Dania ada ANIS, AINA, SOLEHA, SYAFIQAH,AQILAH, TAN KEI YI and banyak lagi
kami kongsi masalah sama-sama
macam lagu teman pengganti
" Ketawa bersama,
menangis bersama,
ku bersumpah harap
kita mati pon
bersama"
seriously that what I hoping for..
actually Dania nak cerita pasal 2013..but i don't interested to do that
